Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Yesterday was cemetery day. Is it weird that I do this every month?
It doesn't feel weird, it feels right.
Every month I change out the flowers, bring a blanket, take a nap, talk, play music.
Is she there?
Her body is. I loved that body, those cheeks, her hands, her sweet lips, and the way she smelled like flowers all the time.
I go to honor her body, and to honor my sadness.
Being there is as close as I can get to her physically. It is also a beautiful park, so peaceful.
There will be a lunar eclipse tonight; the moon, the lord of the rings and the heart of the lion eclipse. I hope the clouds part just enough for me to see it.
All the illustrations for the book are done including the cover. This is taking so much longer and I am not painting anymore panels. I meet with Chel and Iva on the 27th, we are getting closer and closer. I really want it done before the Memorial for Stevie and Brianna.
Well I need to get myself into a tub I am stinky and covered in paint. I am bringing Theatre de la mode with me.
Blessings my friends may peace, love and understanding surround us.